{"id":181,"date":"2016-12-13T15:07:12","date_gmt":"2016-12-13T19:07:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.jeannepengelly.com\/?p=181"},"modified":"2017-09-11T14:35:12","modified_gmt":"2017-09-11T18:35:12","slug":"believe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.jeannepengelly.com\/?p=181","title":{"rendered":"Believe"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Do you believe in Santa Claus?<\/p>\n<p>I do.<\/p>\n<p>Miracles are in the air every day.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The old man on the street corner<\/p>\n<p>His face beaten and weathered.<\/p>\n<p>Ancient eyes sink in his head<\/p>\n<p>And beg desperately for life.<\/p>\n<p>His staff is a shopping cart<\/p>\n<p>Carefully parked at his side,<\/p>\n<p>Filled with a blanket and old sweater<\/p>\n<p>Lucky \u2013 it is all he has.<\/p>\n<p><em>Are we are his miracle?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The child in the hospital bed<\/p>\n<p>Tied to tubes of liquid,<\/p>\n<p>Watched over by boxes of coloured lights<\/p>\n<p>That break her silent death\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sour odour fills the room<\/p>\n<p>Matching the paleness in her face;<\/p>\n<p>Her eyes are aged\u2026yet breathe the hope of the rest of her life.<\/p>\n<p>Every day a pantomime visits her bedside\u2026.<\/p>\n<p><em>Is this her miracle?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The teenager &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>Lost between childhood and adulthood<\/p>\n<p>Trying to learn lessons he can hardly imagine<\/p>\n<p>Wanting to know them now &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>He speaks volumes against everything<\/p>\n<p>Yet is dishevelled in disbelief<\/p>\n<p>Knows nothing yet everything at once;<\/p>\n<p>Lost in the abyss between two worlds.<\/p>\n<p><em>His miracles are waiting for him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>This year, a young woman<\/p>\n<p>Was lost in life<\/p>\n<p>Her head a blank page<\/p>\n<p>Her heart broken.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The sky hung low,<\/p>\n<p>Draped with a blanket of grey.<\/p>\n<p>Mountains soared high,<\/p>\n<p>And a rainbow was simply a coloured cloud in the sky.<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Then one day it happened.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The miracle.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u2019t a person or a place,<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u2019t a book or a visitation.<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u2019t something she did<\/p>\n<p>Or something she didn\u2019t do.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u2019t a child or an adult.<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u2019t a god, or a spirit.<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u2019t what she\u2019d prayed for,<\/p>\n<p>Or what she\u2019d given up on.<\/p>\n<p><em>It was a true miracle.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Oh! This miracle was disguised.<\/p>\n<p>A clever costume.<\/p>\n<p>A miracle disguised in a face,<\/p>\n<p>Worked through a heart.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps a red coat and a white beard would have best-suited this miracle.<\/p>\n<p>For like Christmas Eve in the eyes of a child,<\/p>\n<p>Her miracle had no physical reality.<\/p>\n<p>It was a miracle of love.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>So now I wonder.<\/p>\n<p>What is it about Christmas<\/p>\n<p>that has always touched my heart?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>As a little girl, I <em>knew<\/em> the magic of Christmas morning;<\/p>\n<p>As a big girl, I <em>chose<\/em> to believe\u00a0 it,\u00a0 and as an adult, I <em>created<\/em> it.<\/p>\n<p>But today, this year, I know.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>We do not create miracles;<\/p>\n<p>They are created for us.<\/p>\n<p>They suit themselves into a clever disguise<\/p>\n<p>And are revealed through our own soul\u2019s eyes.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Santa Claus does exist.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps as a man in red,<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps as a woman at a child\u2019s bedside.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps even as the man on the corner with eyes sunken in his head.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Santa is there, within us.<\/p>\n<p>In whatever dress we choose\u2026..<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019s there to all who trust him,<\/p>\n<p>And his miracles are ours to lose.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The miracle for the man on the street?<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps it\u00a0 came through us<\/p>\n<p>Not in the money we gave him,<\/p>\n<p>But in the look of love.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The miracle for the child in the hospital<\/p>\n<p>Is not the visit by the clown;<\/p>\n<p>No \u2013 it\u00a0 lay within her \u2013<\/p>\n<p>The clown &#8212; a disguise for love.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The teenager too\u2026.he\u2019s not lost \u2013<\/p>\n<p>His miracles lie in wait<\/p>\n<p>Until one day, the sun breaks through<\/p>\n<p>And the miracles\u00a0 grow through the gate.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Miracles do exist.<\/p>\n<p>They are there for each of us.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps not in the form we want them.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps not in the disguise we wish.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>They form themselves from a spirit of love,<\/p>\n<p>And find their way in our lives<\/p>\n<p>Miracles are there for the taking<\/p>\n<p>If we but choose to believe.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Believe, this Christmas.\u00a0 Believe in the magic for our world, for all of us, but especially for yourself.\u00a0 It lies in wait within you.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Moreover, remember that you may be the candle that\u2019s meant to light another\u2026..you may be the disguise for someone else\u2019s miracle.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Believe in the magic for yourself;\u00a0 believe in it for all of us.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I believe.<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Christmas, 2002<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Do you believe in Santa Claus? 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